It hurts so much that we stop talking
it hurts how much i cared...

Something i cant begin to explain
this life i live, only in shame...

I don't understand why you act this way
i don't understand the things you do...

I sniff another powdered line
i taste the bitterness in my throat...

I'm sorry i acted so distant,
i didn't say goodbye before you left...

I think of you every night
And every waking day...

He's scratching on the surface of my heart...
digging to get in...

I know you don't want it
I'm not what you need...

The voices never seem to stop
where is it all coming from...

I sit back and watch myself
with hands going wild...

An eerie sound crept though the halls
as i lay awake in bed...

Wandering lost, torn and abused
trying to make sense, though still confused...