I cant even see anyone when he's with me.
I wonder if he knows he's all i think about at night.

Even if i said i didn't care
a million times over again,
you'd know that i still do.

The 2 of you..there's something uncanny about the way you are with each other. I mean- everything. The way you look at each other, the way you both seem to know what the other is always thinking, it's always struck me as extraordinary.

It's like you only show up in my dreams
just to make me cry when i wake up.

He's the reason I'm messed up. the reason I can't get myself into another
relationship, no matter how hard I try, no matter how bad I want to, I'm
scared. I'm scared of hurting someone else. Because I could never love
anyone the way I love him.

U want to know what makes me love u more than i loved him? it's b/c when he got me, i was perfectly unused. i was fearless, & a hopeless romantic. when u got me i was bruised & battered, and yet, u didn't leave.

I'm fine. I mean, not that I'm over it, but little by little it's getting easier to pretend it's easier, which means easier might be right around the corner.

Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop
planning the future, stop figuring out precisely how
we feel, stop deciding exactly what we want and just
see what happens.

Nobody can go back & start a new beginning,
but anyone can start today & make a new ending.

When everything's said and done, I have to thank you.
Sure, you completely screwed me over.
But, you also showed me I'm strong enough to get through even the worst heart ache.