I'm scared to say I love you
-BeCaUsE i MiGhT aCtUaLlY mEaN iT-

I keep wondering how I lost him, but then it hit me,
How can I lose something I never really had?

All those memories you've forgotten
Well I've held on to them
And the day you remember
I won't be there

Don't make me promises,
You never knew how to keep them well,
You know i'd fight for you but how can i fight someone that isnt even there.

I cant help but want you
more than i want too..

And all those times i said i love you
and you said it back
it hurts me to know
i meant it, and you didnt

And the truth is
i'm so afraid to lose you
and that when i told you "don't talk to me right now" and "give me some time"
you decided you were just gonna stay away forever.

Hate her.
i f-cking hate her.
she has what was supposed to be mine
you were supposed to be mine.

You
broke
me
don't you get that!?
and by still holding on to me
you're ripping me apart.

All the bite marks on her tongue.
she's so full of
all the words
she's left unsaid.
composed. and poised.
she'll just hold it together.
and you won't know the difference.