"If I said I was truly over you, my heart would say amen, but I would give into the cold caress of 2 AM,
if I admit I can't get used to this, would my heart break again?
as I fall in the waiting arms of 2 AM."

It's been weeks - but she's still hoping and praying
with her heart and her soul
that this was all a bad dream
and she'll wake up soon
and things will be the way they were when she was still happy
and the other girl didn't exist.

All the energy she has
goes into waking up each morning
she really hates waking up.
she really hates living.
it's all just starting to get in her way.

You never wanted me
i was only her replacement
so you wouldn't feel lonely

I'll expose my heart to complete strangers
before i share anything more with you.

I just thought you should know
i will do everything i can
to make you regret
ever letting me go.

If you say "let's run away together"
i swear i'll take your hand and run as fast as i can
not once looking back.
no questions asked.

On the outside i'm moving on -
just. like. you.
but on the inside,
i'm still stuck in the same damn place.

I know i should hate you for this
but i can't.
you bring me to my knees
and make me weaker than i've ever been before.

And despite the fact
that you treated me like shit
and handled everything wrong -
and even though i know you'll leave me in a second
to run back into her arms whenever she calls your name
i'd still give you another chance.
i still want you back.