You
broke
me
don't you get that!?
and by still holding on to me
you're ripping me apart.

All the bite marks on her tongue.
she's so full of
all the words
she's left unsaid.
composed. and poised.
she'll just hold it together.
and you won't know the difference.

"If I said I was truly over you, my heart would say amen, but I would give into the cold caress of 2 AM,
if I admit I can't get used to this, would my heart break again?
as I fall in the waiting arms of 2 AM."

It's been weeks - but she's still hoping and praying
with her heart and her soul
that this was all a bad dream
and she'll wake up soon
and things will be the way they were when she was still happy
and the other girl didn't exist.

All the energy she has
goes into waking up each morning
she really hates waking up.
she really hates living.
it's all just starting to get in her way.

You never wanted me
i was only her replacement
so you wouldn't feel lonely

I'll expose my heart to complete strangers
before i share anything more with you.

I just thought you should know
i will do everything i can
to make you regret
ever letting me go.

Do her a favor
and just f-ck off.
stop pretending you're sorry.
you're not. and it's obvious.

I tell myself that i'll be strong.
and that i will move on.
i have to learn to let go.