i love sports, food, partying, friends, anything outdoors or entertaining. im a sophomore in college and i play soccer. Im a fun loving and easy going person. |
You just don't seem to understand,
That a gift worth a million dollars...
Who is that girl staring at me?
I feel like she is so far away...
I cant take it anymore.
The pressure builds...
Who are you?
what do you want from me...
Falling asleep,
is like falling into a dark, black hole...
I hear your heart beat,
But do you feel...
Why do I find myself trying
Again and again...
I can't seem to let go
Let go of the memories...
This pressure
Heavy on my lungs...
I feel my strength weakening
My burning desires...
This feeling of emptineess is overwhelming and only when I'm with you, it seems to fade away.. and then you have to leave, and the moment I'm not with you.. the feeling of emptiness is more torture than before... |
"Why not go through life happy, or even with a positive outlook on life? I'm not sure of the answer, but it's better than making you're own life miserable, while blaming others for you're unhappiness." |
I wonder what everyone would think or say, if I just ran away... left no message or said good-bye. Just to leave unexpectedly and never return..... would anyone look for me? or even go after me? would I be missed? Or would it just be a mistake? |