The dizzying thoughts that come to pass;
Blue-black visions have appeared at last...

The loneliness and pressure's pushing down on me.
You think I can fight but I'll never be free...

Searching for something
That's just not there...

What do you do when it seems like
Your whole world is falling apart...

Look in the mirror not seeing a smiling face
Know it's all just a never-ending race...

I can't take all of your s-t anymore.
Enough of my blood has fallen to the floor...

*this is a song i wrote one day*
Burning, bleeding on the floor...

My mind is racing
With all the problems I’m facing...

*this poem feels to me like it's not finished, but...
Staring up into the deep blackness of the sky...

Why fly
I'd rather cry I'd rather die...

Who are you?
Who is the unfamiliar person you've become...

Why do you do this to me?
Can't you leave my emotions be...