The world is speeding by around me
Going at hyper speed...

All these things
people are assuming...

I think about things
For hours at a time...

My world
My love...

I wish it was quiet
I wish I was alone...

I tried it once
Tried not to eat...

I hate how much I weigh
I hate it...

There's a fire burning in your eyes,
A hard determination to make it...

Really blood is just a substance
but in the mind...

My heart hurts
All because of you...

Why can't I stop thinking about you?
Why can't I get you out of my head...

*this poem feels to me like it's not finished, but...
Staring up into the deep blackness of the sky...