Every smile i fake and every day I have to take is...
I look up at the sky and faintly hear a lullaybye...

The pain has never subsided
the blade is still in my palm...

As i watch people love and smile i just cry inside...

I feel so alone i don't know ware to go and my...

When you know that its real
its the way you see his eyes...

I feel so alone every day
Daddy i wish you were there for me...

This is for all the days that i sat alone and...
this is for the tears that ran out and the...

No more tears saturate my fears
no more smiles are truly real...

I'm trying to stop the pain
but I'm drowning in my shame...

Friends forever? yea right
i loved you so much with all my might...

Everything is broken and my life is so torn apart
my wrists are ripped and bloody and shattered is...