Every smile i fake and every day I have to take is...
I look up at the sky and faintly hear a lullaybye...

I used to see my tears but now i don't
i used to cry to others but i just wont...

The pain has never subsided
the blade is still in my palm...

Everything is broken and my life is so torn apart
my wrists are ripped and bloody and shattered is...

As i watch people love and smile i just cry inside...

Every night i tuck myself in with the crimson sin
the knife tightly slitting my skin and letting the...

I feel so alone every day
Daddy i wish you were there for me...

Last year was so fun we were all so close and...

I am such a good friend i love you and help you...
i really am sweet i swear but why don't you...

The knife lays so beautifully on the table...
i hold the silver metallic blade and sinfully slit...

I'm trying to stop the pain
but I'm drowning in my shame...

The cuts are neverending
the blood is still on my arms...