No more tears saturate my fears
no more smiles are truly real...

Time for bed and i sit on the floor contemlating...
I hole the knife tightly in my hand and tremble as...

I feel so alone i don't know ware to go and my...

I've never loved myself
I carve into my veins to in some way express my...

I've cried for hours with pain in my heart praying...
the knife slits the skin and crimson bleeds within...

When you know that its real
its the way you see his eyes...

This is for all the days that i sat alone and...
this is for the tears that ran out and the...

I\'ve never loved myself
I carve into my veins to in some way express my...

Friends forever? yea right
i loved you so much with all my might...

The pain is just too much i suffer through each...
im numb to pain and have nothing to gain in the...

Every day i at school when i seem so calm and cool...
and reminisse in the surreal horror...