Just a simple college kid. I'm majoring in both Secondary Education and Computer Science, and I hope to become a Comp. Sci. Teacher at a highschool. That's about all... |
Watching the blade slide across my skin
Slicing my wrist again and again...
I enter my house and toss my coat to the chair
I take off my hat and run a hand through my hair...
I enter my house and toss my coat to the chair
I take off my hat and run a hand through my hair...
Watching the blade slide across my skin
Slicing my wrist again and again...
Crying tears of deep crimson red
Cutting and cutting till all blood is bled...
I am numb to the world. To pain. To even death. It scares me worse than thoughts of suicide. I just don't care if I live... or die. Why can't I just want to die? When did I cross the line and lose all feeling. Am I even still alive...? |