I cant control these feelings
Like I cant control the past...
Repeat
It's two years ago...
I really thought we would get past it
Believed we'd make it through...
You'd think if I've been down this road
I'd know which way to turn...
They look but no-one sees me
My tears, my anguish and grief...
Friendships are a fickle thing
Theres bad mouthing, unbelievable b**ching...
You shouldn't be able to feel like this.
And still be alive...
The knife is twisting deeper
Hidden, so no one can see...
It really does surprise me
At just how blind people can be...
When dawn brings a new start
I still always get up and find...
You sat so near, and yet so far
All i wanted was to reach out and touch...
Looking in through the mask you made
Then kept on just too stay sane...