To a mum on Mothers Day, x...

Sticking fingers down your throat
Here we go again...

I don't know what you find
When you look and smile at me...

When I'm close to the edge and it's so close you...
When the memories take over and i want it so much...

When your life in itself is changing
And you find yourself hanging on...

Eyes are red and puffy
With no-one here to see...

The feeling that you have
When the one you love is near...

My mind is so chaotic
I can't find air to breathe...

For money? You do this for money!
I’m lie-ing in the blood of my family...

You bring light to the dark
To my fears in the night...

You talk but you don't listen
Or if you do, doesn't last for long...

I’m so angry at this world
My life’s worse than a joke...