I watch you from across the room
But as you glanced up, I looked away...

Nothing
I cannot speak...

I can share with you my inner thoughts
In verses, in these lines...

In the quiet of sleep and the darkness of night
When your wishes and dreams help your soul to take...

You'd think if I've been down this road
I'd know which way to turn...

Crimson lips are dripping
Acidic blood and bile...

Unacknowledged to most
Hidden and locked from view...

So bored of the mundane
Tired of all the same...

Friendships are a fickle thing
Theres bad mouthing, unbelievable b**ching...

Self destructive patterns
I try so hard to stop...

My mind is so chaotic
I can't find air to breathe...

I don't know what you find
When you look and smile at me...