Hi there everyone, I know its been years since I've been on here last. I honestly think that i was afraid to come back, I used this place as my diary, an outlet for when I was feeling alone, and I just was never ready to see how truly alone I felt back then. I'm in the works of some new stuff, I hope to put it up here. Its going to be a lot more happy than anything I've ever wrote, so I hope I'm still good at it! |
She’s a suicidal girl
After every meal she forces herself to hurl...
5 shaking fingers gripping the crimson stained...
4 questions in my head, on why the pain wont fade...
In just one minute
A father beats his son...
You used to love me, I used to love you
Now I stop to think about all I’m going...
I used to lie awake staring at my arm
Looking at all my pain filled attempts of self...
I hate guys who lie to me
I hate getting my heart broken...
Brushing past suicide with simplicity
Life is killing me...
Disappointments knocking on your door
Seems I'm not what your looking for...
Disappointments knocking on your door
Seems I'm not what your looking for...
As i drag that knife across my thigh
tell me all the reasons that I should die...
From now on when you look at me |
&& be careful... * your * s l e e p i n g |
&&what happened to a l w a y s and ((forever)) |