I just want to press rewind
Put all this s.h.i.t behind...

Everytime I look at you
I see everything I want to be...

So many reasons why I cry,
Hold my blanket over my closed eyes...

You found her lying on her bed,
You knew with one look, she was dead...

Do you know how it feels to give yourself physical...
In an attempt to kill what is eating your insides...

I can still see the way you looked at me...
The way you made me want to be...

I dont even know why I still miss you,
I just wanna scream I'm through...

Eyes awake, but I feel like I'm dieing.
Eyes awake, I cant tell that I'm crying...

I feel there is no tomorow,
no reason to fight this sorrow...

It isnt me, this time it is you
and I dont care if theres something I can do...

I won’t have to cut myself, someday
I won’t drink myself to sleep, one day...

So many days you want to die
You say your whole life is a lie...