It always felt like you didnt want me around.
So you found so many ways to hold me down...

Hide...
...the sadness in a smile...

I’m hiding in my bedroom alone from...
Hoping no one will check on me...

When my scars fade away,
What will you think of me...

I can see you standing there
Acting Just like you don't care...

What’s the best thing I could say?
To make things go my way...

I’m not saying I want you back.
I’m not saying I miss your kiss...

You meant everything to me
but I wasnt what you needed...

After all I’ve been through in my life,
The drugs and the knife...

I know you despise me,
so why can't you say what...

You took away her innocence
and left not a trace of evidence...

I used to lie awake staring at my arm
Looking at all my pain filled attempts of self...