You used to love me, I used to love you
Now I stop to think about all I’m going...

This is what I wrote after my mom and my friends...
i hate when you people say i'm doing better...

*i know this isnt a poem, but its just my thoughts...
you know i dont understand dating, gettin married...

This life is just a game
everyday its still the same...

I'm tired of self harm,
tired of seeing fresh cuts on my arm...

Its not so easy
to be happy wasn’t made fore me...

These scars are just reminders of what I...
Those drugs are just an escape from everything...

I’m sick of being a failure,
it seems its my only reality...

Forgive me father for I have sinned.
I used the kitchen knife as a tool against my arm...

If I made a cut today,
would you even know...

You can’t get better by a wave of a wand.
It’s not magic but it’s not our...

I almost died yesterday
A car didn’t hit me that wasn’t the...