Last night I almost used the rope,
I was all ready…it was around my neck...

Why can’t I really smile?
I haven’t been happy for a while...

So many thoughts in my head
Everything would be better if I was dead...

Cast a spell
upon my knife...

In just one minute
A father beats his son...

In my room theres clothes on the floor,
and pictures of lost happiness on the door...

You feel so sorry for me,
you want to show your sympathy...

Hey,
I only want to say...

You never really understood
how come to me...

I push the razor in
so deeply in my skin...

I did something bad today
I didn’t mean to...

I’ve always been this way,
Maybe you just failed to see...