Do you know how it feels to give yourself physical...
In an attempt to kill what is eating your insides...

Every time she whispers in your ear
And every time she plays with your hair...

Eyes awake, but I feel like I'm dieing.
Eyes awake, I cant tell that I'm crying...

I'm not anorexic,
I'm just on a food free diet...

Last night I almost used the rope,
I was all ready…it was around my neck...

Forgive me father for I have sinned.
I used the kitchen knife as a tool against my arm...

You stare and yell at me all day.
while I just write, no one cares what I have to...

You do not know me
you shouldn't even try...

My guide to being happy
Is to hide your pain while your laughing...

Eating makes me gag,
makes me barf in a paper bag...

Hide...
...the sadness in a smile...

I'm hiding so silent
watching you, your so violent...