Every night I dream of you, my
Little unborn child...

Aloft the dreams of angels flying
Everywhere I look people are dying...

Dear Brad,
You know I love you...

Newborn
I hold you in my hands...

You said you'd be over
I waited...

Losing all I have to you
Since you've taken over me...

Confusion is surrounding me
I can't figure you out...

It feels like life is
No longer necessary...

Tears held in with guilt
Tightly held in fear of crying...

Sad and lonely that's how I feel
Not concluding what I know is real...

It's past insanity
My life...

Dreaming of suicide
On Christmas night...