I never thought you'd leave me
But once again I'm all alone...
Am I genuine or fake?
I think I've made a mistake...
He said "You've lived a full life"
But what constitutes living...
Tears held in with guilt
Tightly held in fear of crying...
Squealing in delight
At the reemergence of me...
This isn't right, this isn't right
This is what keeps me up at night...
Just another one of those days
Where I pretend to be okay...
I'm just a glitch in your life
A mistake that you'll regret...
Reality conquers my fantasies.
I look into your eyes and see...
I have a secret
I want to keep you...
I will find you
That freedom...
Weird how I'm feeling
Like a switch of sorts...