Newborn
I hold you in my hands...

A conclusion
A creative solution...

It feels like life is
No longer necessary...

Dreaming of suicide
On Christmas night...

A sudden urge
I'm on the verge...

The mistakes I make are endless
I can't do anything right...

Sitting in this class
I'm sitting on my ass...

Scrambled
Words repeating in my head...

What will we gain
In the end...

He's covered in a blanket of lies
Never seeing what's really real...

Sleep
Evading me...

I want someone to love me
I want someone to care...