Alone in a mist of people,
I used to call my friends.
Suddenly they turned their backs,
the torments and rumors never end...

I didnt want to die,why did i have to try?Now i cant go back, i wish i could say good-bye, But all i can do now is cry. Ill be watching you from above, please never forget my love, never shall we part, remember im always in your heart...

Wishing someone loved me..
wishing someone cared..
wishing i could stop crying now..
wishing my i wouldnt feel this pain..
wishing i wasnt going in sane..
wishins my wishes would come true..
you dont even have a clue..

I wanna die..all i do is cry..so heres my goodbye..

......{goodbye}......

Sitting here alone. scared to death..
wondering if this is my last b.r.e.a.t.h...

Depressing thoughts run thru my head..while i lay alone in my bed, the scars on my body show the pain.. it shows things i could never explain..

I wasnt trying to kill myself..
i just wanted the pain i felt to..
-go away-

Ill see u up in heaven.
ill see you once again.
sorry i had to leave so soon.
but it was my time to go.
at least im not in that dirty world.
the pain youll never no.
ill be waiting for you, in heaven above.
until then, please never forget my love.

You asked me why i hate myslef.
the answer is i dont.
you asked me if i wanna die.
the answer is i wont.
you looked at me and smiled.
i looked at you and frowned.
then i said, i really hate myslef,
and i desprately want to die...

Good friends help you when you've fallen, They dont push you down..