One night I lied awake in bed and prayed
That this poor womans sickness would fade...

As I look down in a casket is where I see you lay
I slowly bow my head as I begin to pray...

At nite I lay awake and wonder where you are
I know its close but yet it seems so far...

I wish I could put into words how much I love you
But sometimes I get upset and mad at the things...

Even in freedom everything seems to be held...
Untill you reach that place where all can be...

I sit here and think about wat me and you could be...
And how nobody else would be willing to agree...

I am stuck in right now and drug back to my past
Everything was going perfect and this mess came...

You told me that you loved me was it true
because I cant help it but Im so in love with you...

I understand things are hard for you to
And that sometimes you dont know what to do...

What if I told you that I was falling in love with...
And that maybe I just needed some time to show it...

I wish I could tell you just how much I love you...
I know your suffering and soon in that happy place...

Have you ever just felt like you were going to cry
Just get a little upset and dont know why...