Dear family,
to my auntie...

As i hold this knife,
in my hand...

I cant go on,
in this world full of pain...

Dear dad
you do not no what your doing to me...

I don't no how to love,
don't no how to hate...

I'm always there for everyone else,
but no one's there for me...

As rain hit the window,
Light begins to fade...

I need a normal teenage life,
not one filled with pain...

You hit me,
i fall to the floor...

How can i survive,
when i feel like i'm dead...

I want to take a pillow,
and put it over my head...

All my life i have,
disapointed you...