Is it so wrong, to want the unattainable?
To strive for that something, so distant...

Slowly navigating it's way through my veins.
Tension builds...

I'm trying to think of something to write
On this frigid Winter night...

These thoughts that stab inside my head!
They tell me I'd be better off dead...

This blade, so primitive.
Yet so powerful...

My heart used to be whole, now it's just wholely...
When you used me, abused me, and berated me you...

A hole to release it just might be too surreal...
Lost in thought, and lost in time...

When I die, don't bury me.
Prop me against my favorite tree...

It kills me...
To see the young go hungry...

Death before dishonor,
this our code of honor...

I miss all of you
You left before your que...

I wish I could touch your soft tender skin
Hold you in my embrace, to let you know whats...