Confusing at times have to question her word
i think to myself and believe its absurd...

Its all pretend none of it is real
what you say isn\'t really the way you feel...

Every night i sit crying,
wishing you were here...

I want you to be everything you can be and more.
I want you to be able to score...

Would you catch me if i fall?
do u even notice me at all...

Walking all alone in a dark hallway
working for a job that doesn't pay...

The sun shines and gazes on the side of your face
your eyes twinkle and you smile at your own pace...

When the words \"next year\" come to...
those words make me fall and want to die...

All the cold dark eyes stare at me
as load and obnoxious as they can be...

I drift of into space
and killing myself is the case...

This feeling in my stomach.. not sure what to do..
aren't i the one, supposed to be there with you...