Try to kill me and you'll find out... I was never really alive

I was born under a bad star. I deserve it, earn a new scar

Take a look at my arms and you'll find out how I feel... RUINED!

Your future depends on your dreams... so go to sleep!

Live spelled backwards is evil

(Not mine)

Stopping self harm is like eating soup with a fork

Being alive scares me

Sometimes I feel like a ventriloquist. I scream for help, but my mouth remains closed...

(By me)

"The keys to the doors are missing
They've been gone for a very long time
Can you wipe my eyes when I'm crying?
Cause crying is a crime"

From a poem I recently wrote. Could you please read and comment it?

"So give me my knife
it's what I need
it is my kind of heroine,
my very own Speed"

From my poem "I'm sorry I can't let you in"