I remember when mum told me what you had,
Cancer she said, and I knew it was bad...

I get the blade
its in my hand...

By the time I was 11, I was drinking every day,
Vodka and some lager, thought it was the only way...

Dad
I have had enough of all the lies, why cant people...

Why am I so different?
What can I not see...

In the darkness, you were my light
in the wrong, you showed me light...

Words can not describe how much I'm missing you,
every day that passes, i wish it wasn't true...

I made up a world to stop the pain,
i made up a world where everyone is the same...

As i look in the mirror.
i cry at what i see...

Surround yourself in things that are fake.
See how much fuss you can make...