As i look in the mirror.
i cry at what i see...

I'm writing this poem to tell you
I'm so sorry for what i make you do...

I made up a world to stop the pain,
i made up a world where everyone is the same...

Words can not describe how much I'm missing you,
every day that passes, i wish it wasn't true...

In the darkness, you were my light
in the wrong, you showed me light...

Why am I so different?
What can I not see...

Dad
I have had enough of all the lies, why cant people...

By the time I was 11, I was drinking every day,
Vodka and some lager, thought it was the only way...

I get the blade
its in my hand...

If only they knew
if only they could see...