I’m everything I never wanted to be
I don’t know how this happened, how I...

It was a yellow one, this rose I had given you
It was laid in your truck, with other presents too...

Time keeps passing by
It keeps running out...

You're f----- now, you really are
go smoke some pot or go to a bar...

I hate the way you stared at me
with those mysterious eyes...

I gave you my heart
and all that I knew...

The nights that I am trying to sleep
are nothing but cries in my eyes...

I’m angry, I’m livid
the memories are still vivid...

There’s a hole in my life
I know it is there...

He was killed in the subway
the police found him dead...

Shy, smile, happy, first trial,
Planning, kissing, wishing, missing...

How beautiful your hands
I loved them so much...