I sit alone sometimes
By myself, in deep thought...

It's a curse among some of us
occasionally we can't fight back...

Time keeps passing by
It keeps running out...

I need a cigarette, I need to get drunk
To forget all this shit...

I’m angry, I’m livid
the memories are still vivid...

You're f----- now, you really are
go smoke some pot or go to a bar...

I hate you so much, you really do suck
I don't care about you...

Shy, smile, happy, first trial,
Planning, kissing, wishing, missing...

How beautiful your hands
I loved them so much...

She's right when she said
we took all the shit...

If it wasn't right
then why did I feel...

I know I'll want it later
with you as my first choice...