My heart is pounding
My hands are shaking...

Running miles
Inside my head...

So lost and alone
Completely betrayed...

There was a boy
A few decades back...

My god this is all so sad
I feel so pathetic, cutting AGAIN...

I lean my head
Against the window pane...

A black whole
Stretches inside...

I’m sorry I misjudged you
Put faults to your name...

I hate the world, I hate myself.
I hate the pain and grief...

Tearful again tonight
Just trying once more...

So lost in this darkness
Hands numb and so cold...

My blood is screaming
I lie in my bed and wish...