Lost in a world
So black and so bleak...

I sit anxious
In your waiting room...

I feel so frozen
Lost in this place...

I want to see beyond this
Warped view I hold...

I stand before the ocean
Wishing I could reach you...

I’ve been through this
A thousand and one times before...

I shall die, I shall fade
By the teeth of this blade...

I struggle to find
A sane place...

* I don\'t care if people don\'t like this poem...
I lived, I breathed...

*I wrote this a while ago, on how I felt then ...
I feel like a rainbow...

My head is pounding
And my throat is sore...

So long I've been lying
In the presence of pain...