There was a boy
A few decades back...
My god this is all so sad
I feel so pathetic, cutting AGAIN...
Help me, help me now
Before I die...
Lost in thought
My mind in the past...
Calling out
For no one to hear...
I lean my head
Against the window pane...
I speak to you online
I hear how bad you feel...
A black whole
Stretches inside...
I’m sorry I misjudged you
Put faults to your name...
A distant sound
Now coming closer to me...
I hate the world, I hate myself.
I hate the pain and grief...
Tearful again tonight
Just trying once more...