Everything is black
My clothes, my room...

My Mom packed my lunch
And made sure my hair was neat...

She climbed so high
Got so very far...

I've been left for dead
Family, friends, gone...

I was told today in church
That feeling you have no meaning...

* This poem is really sarcastic, by the way ...
So many times I stood by you...

My blood is screaming
I lie in my bed and wish...

Little carly sat on the side of the road, the...
Today was her birthday, six years old, big girl...

I can see a place
In your eyes...

I fell down to my knees
And I bent my head and prayed...

I stand before the ocean
Wishing I could reach you...

Help me, help me now
Before I die...