I'm still all alone
still hiding behind my fears
there's no one to hold my hand
or to wipe away my tears...

=(

I love you like I love chocolate, I can never stop

I cry behind this smile
I scream behind this disguise
I live such a perfect life
At least thats what you see with your eyes

__..:-'`-:..__Christina__..:-'`-:..__

I may come off strong
I know that is true
But that doesn't mean
I don't have feelings too

A friend is someone that will care
In the hardest times will be there
In moments that are thick and thin
They'll find hope for you from within
A person that you call your true friend
Is someone that will stick with you until the end

Love was a dream
friendship was a lie
life meant nothing
and people wonder why i cry...

I'll give you my heart
Just handle with care
Don't tear it apart
The pain I can't bare

L-losin all hope i ever had
O-only because I was left like this
V-various wounds my heart took
E-ending without any bliss

If the moemnts are painful...and the thoughts are bad...if every time we want to cry....why do we remember the memories that make us so sad??

..::..:-'-'-:..Christina..:-'-'-:..::..

Is it wrong to be happy for someone when what you're being happy about is tearing you up inside because it just hurts?

__..:'-'-'::..Christina..::'-'-':..__