"I don't wanna live my life like a story always thinking I could of been something... don't run alongside and control me... just film away and let me be." Tegan&Sara

"and in time this too shall pass"

"nothing is as far away as one minute ago"

I wait for you unwillingly because I love you.
And you don't even give me the time of day, when I need it most.

Its ME who yearns for u at nite.
Its ME who cries, wishin u were here.
Its ME who third wheels it everywhere.
Its ME patiently waitin til u get home.
Its ME who misses u most. Not her, not him, not them.
So why cant it be u to miss me like I miss u?

Its hard enough already to hardly see you each year,
its even worse when you are here, and you don't nearly want to spend as much time with me as I'd hoped everyday, waiting on you.

In life, we make our own choices. We make our own judgements and we do things at our own pace. The world will always be how you perceive it, so why not make it something worth while?

Just promise me your company when I need it, that's all I ask of you.

And there's just no one else out there,
Who'd put up with the sh!t that we've been through,
You bring out the best in me,
Always promise me-- the company of you.
<3

I luckily am your first true love... but will I be your last?