Tears well in my eyes as I try to restrain myself...
My lips quiver as the anger pulses through my...

Green mountains rise in the distance.
Trees dance to the breeze's soft rhythmn...

Lost in thought, I'm unaware of everyone.
They all ask what's wrong...

Memories rush by,
Bringing tears to my eyes...

The picture frames my parents,
Smiling; not a worry on their mind...

The night you came home,
Smile plastered on your face...

Burnt remains of pictures surround me;
Seperated from the past, torn...

I stand in the glass wall, peering at loved ones.
I watch them as they sit, stuck in their world...

Before I started taking the pills,
He was always by my side...

As I look back,
I can't help but wonder...

Dear Diary,
Confusion and guilt creep upon me...

Screaming in the night, a demonic tourmented soul.
His anger against the world becomes...