People see my scars then they get scared. I wish that they would stay and care rather than run because then they would know that I don't cut to die I cut to stay alive. |
Cold rain, feeling pain, lost soul. No sun, no light, no life. |
Y'all look at me and think everything's going great. It's not great and it never will be until this life has finally ended. |
This Life Isn't What I Want But It's Who I Am Now. A Life Of Cutting Myself To Get Rid Of The Pain Inside Is What I Live. |
I've Only Got One Friend Left. It's The Only One That I Can Choose When It Hurts Me. It's The Only One Who's Always There For Me When I Need It. It's Not A Person...It's A Razorblade! |
U Said U'd Never Leave Me But That Was A Lie. I Sit Here Dying & Wondering Why. I Look At My Wrists & The Veins Are Tempting. I Make A Single Cut & My Blood Pours Out. I Feel Free Without Memories Or Pain. One Single Cut & I'm Alive Again. |
You See Me Smile...You Smile With Me. |
U Think I'm OK Just By My Smile. But I'm Not OK, My Smile Is A Mask To Cover My Pain & Screaming Inside |
U See Me Happy, Not Sad. U Hear Me Laugh, Not Scream. U Watch Me Fight, Not Die. Yet U Say U Understand |
A knife beside me. The sharp blade tempts me. I pierce my skin slowly. Letting the pain run free. |