Why can't I just live a normal life?
Why do I have to hurt...

Every ones always asking...
why do you do it...

The rain falls as if it were my own tears.
The sun won't ever shine for me...

No matter where i am, no mater how far I am from...
* this is to my father when he passes away. meant...

Why do you do this?Why do you promise me things...
I know you might be thinking right now.."oh...

The darkness consumes every part of me, every...

Why is everything that I do wrong?
I clean up the house...

As i walk thru the rain all i can hear is my empty...
so lost inside so confused...

I don't know how I can feel this way about someone...
This is all so new and confusing to me...

Without you, i am so sad.
whether it is for the day or even just an hour...

I wanna cut
i wanna feel the pain...

Sometimes I all I want is to be with you, to have...
Sometimes I feel like its not meant to be. And I'm...