Smiling, running, laughing in the sunshine
With you in my life, I know Iâ??ll be...

My brother is my supportive back brace
Waiting for me at the end of each race...

I saw the pain in your eyes,
I felt the worry of your words...

I look at the knife and think back to when
I was suicidal before, I realise I am like that...

You shut your eyes, for the final time
God had drawn the final line...

Nanna, I have watched you fading over the years
But even though you were sick you helped me grow...

Mummy why does nanna have such pruney skin
mummy why does nanna insist upon us not commiting...

The wind is blowing softly
Throughout the darkened night...

Save me from myself, donâ??t let me...
Youâ??ve saved me from my worst...

You are so special to me, why canâ??t...
You mean the world and so much more to me...

You have to know I love you, but this is something...
Donâ??t blame yourself; my actions...

Next time, dont rescue me, just let me die
Please dont stand there, and fake cry...