I wish I didn't love you,
I wish I didn't care...
When I stare at my reflection,
I cant help but turn away...
Every night I would unleash the pain,
Unleash the screams which send me insane...
I sit here alone and often wonder,
And I cry when I think of the pain...
When I look into your eyes, I realize what I said...
From that day we got together, my heart was meant...
Why does she do this to herself?
Ripping her veins apart...
It hurts so much to love you the way I do,
But the truth becomes so clear when I look at you...
It kills me when I see you,
With that girl hand in hand...
So close, the blade touches my skin,
I’m sorry, for I’ve committed this...
I have to carry on, I have to forget,
Put it behind me, without a regret...
I feel it when we say goodbye,
And I feel it when you make me cry...
Hold me tight, never let me go,
Reveal the scars, I refused to show...