Forever and after......will i always be alone?

The girl lie there, cuttin deep in2 her skin, blood gushin out, it doesn't matter how much blood she'll loose her rents want 2 kill her neway, so y not kill herself

I burst into tears, ran into my room threw myself on my bed, and tried not to grab the knife for which i so painfully longed, why does it even matter to you anyways it's not like i even belong

"Till The day after forever plus a day or five love always and forever untill the day i die."