18 years ago at 10:03
A beautiful baby boy entered this world...

Baby, can't you see
This isn't how it's meant to be...

My precious daughter,
15 years old now, unique, a star...

The years have passed,
Times have been good, times have been hard...

Sadness and pride
In my heart and in my eyes...

The pain I have caused you
I can never, ever forgive...

When I wake and open my eyes,
It's you I see and I smile...

The longest day,
Is when we fall out or disagree...

Why am I here,
I'm not someone to want or need...

I look in the mirror,
And I see me...

Every time I look around,
Every sight and every sound...

Sat here, smoking,
Can't phone you cos you're busy...