My beautiful, Claire,
I'm so obsessed with you...
I thought I knew what love was,
Turns out I never did until I met you...
I believe in love
I believe that there is a way...
I saw her
And it was love at first sight...
I feel broken, worthless, pointless.
Whatever I do is wrong...
If I had a better body,
You wouldn't need to look at others...
The guilt,
For being alive...
I sit on my couch,
Looking at the clouds going by...
I give you my heart on a plate,
Please don't tred on it...
Let me leave my needs at your door,
You're needs are all I'm caring for...
I came for a walk, now I sit with the dead,
Silence, still, a gentle breeze blows in the sun...
When you spot personal growth in yourself.
The calm love is back...