Im not taking the blame anymore,
For things that aren't my fault, things that were...
I've been walking tonight,
Through blackened parks with my blackened mind...
My mind, the dungeon,
Damp and decaying...
One of these days you'll see
Who I'm really meant to be...
Sat here sorting out my mind
Demolishing the wall brick by brick...
Like the bird flying high in the sunrise
I just want to fly to you...
It's the simple things I guess I'll miss
Like holding hands and the goodnight kiss...
Sometimes it can be hard,
But you've got to struggle on...
My heart beats loudly
like the rhythm of a drum...
Tomorrow my counselling,
Then help for my drinking in despair...
I've spent my whole life feeling worthless,
But now I know that this is what worthless...
It's been almost 6 weeks since I ruined our lives,
Became someone I never thought I could be...