I've spent my whole life feeling worthless,
But now I know that this is what worthless...

It's been almost 6 weeks since I ruined our lives,
Became someone I never thought I could be...

This lifelong fight between living and leaving,
Two opinions in my mind, today which one am I...

I just fall to pieces,
Yet you think I have it good...

I lay here, naked,
Bedcover down at my feet...

Four walls, closing in,
The ceiling is pushing down...

It's 2:36am and I'm doing the dishes from 2 days...
My head swarms, with if onlys and should've dones...

Still don't know,
If I'm coming or going...

Laying in bed, staring at the ceiling,
Trying to escape what it is I am feeling...

Smile and the world smiles with you.
Laugh and we all laugh with you...

Well sometimes the wrong can be right
You close your eyes to see the light...

Time ticks
Like clunking sticks...