If you're awake and I'm not there
I had somewhere else to be...
Everything's changed now,
We don't talk anymore...
I hate that I love you,
Cause you never did me good...
You were my first love,
We knew each other best...
Dark thoughts cloud my mind
Questions left unanswered and they're too hard to...
The days go on so long
And the weeks creep slowly by...
I am a student who does bad in school,
I am a girl who acts like a fool...
I hate it here,
I can't stand it anymore...
You accepted all my flaws,
But you loved my perfections...
I miss the way you kiss me,
And the way you held me tight...
I hate that I love you,
Cause you never did me good...
Its been awhile,
But I'm actually moving on...